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confused much???? [01 Jan 2005|10:14pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | phil of the future =] ]

heyy sorry there hasnt been much updating.. its been crazzzzzyy kid

well winter break has been going ok.. nothing out of the ordinary. Beach wednesday.. and today. today was pretty cool... but im SOO confused on alot of stuff right now =/ i also tonight discoverd the hottest kid.. ryan sheckler.. heard of him? hes like a friggen awesome skateboarder and hes like 13/14/15 one of those haha.. hes compltely ahhhh and got his first board at IWS.. HOOOOOOLLERRRRRR =D

short entry.. theres ALOT i skipped.. but its all cool

BUGJOSEPHCHARLIEBROWNNAPOLEANSKEETFATASS/TITTYS

I LOVE YOU GUYS =]]]]

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a random thought.. a random song.. for a not so random person <3 [26 Dec 2004|12:56pm]
I had all but given up on finding The one that I could fall into On the day before you I was ready, settled for Less than love and not much more There was no such thing as a dream come true Oh, but that was all the day before you Now you're here and everything's changing Suddenly life means so much I can't wait to wake up tomorrow And find out this promise is true I will never have to go back to The day before you In your eyes I see forever Makes me wish that my life never knew The day before you But heaven knows those years without you Was shaping my heart for the day that I found you You're the reason for all that I've been through That I'm thankful for the day before youNow you're here and everything's changing Suddenly life means so much I can't wait to wake up tomorrow And find out this promise is true I will never have to go back to The day before you Was the last day that I ever lived alone And I'm never going back No, I'm never going back Now you're here and everything's changing Suddenly life means so much I can't wait to wake up tomorrow And find out this promise is true I would never have to go back to Yeah, I would never have to go back to The day before you The day before you THE DAY BEFORE YOU* RASCAL FLATS <3
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<3 [25 Dec 2004|02:07pm]
[ mood | yowzaaaaa ]
[ music | i <3 lucy ]

merry chRiStmaS skippers <3
ive found my christmas to be surprisingly enjoyable...
in case you didnt notice. but me and *scotty* kinda got into a little "disagreement" yesterday which i must say left me completely =/. so this morning im awoken to a text message.. yes by the wonderful <3 i jumped up so fast! mann what an ability that kid has <3

lets just say that was the highlight of the morning =]
here is my list of what i got.. stupid i know.. but theres not much to do and that is all*

-endless summer ron jon towel
-surf sunblock {cute}
-ron jon picture frame
-hurley bathing suit top
-lindsey lohan cd {suprisingly good}
-hilary duff calendar HOTTTTYYY
-sunglasses
-aE bracelt
-roxy board shorts
-roxy rash guard
-billabong wife beater
-billabong bag
-aE red sweater
-aE amazing denims!
-elvis book {wouldnt be x-mas with out EP!}
-70$
-pink sweater xxxxxl?! {thanks grandms!}
-hollister perfume^august^
-aE awesome shoes {wanted foreverrrr}
-thats al li can remember off the top of my head =]

ahh and duhhh jingle ball and meeting jesse! meeting ryan and jesse was like 1049674967947648967859674897690795437568476878x4674896789 better than anything i could EVER get <3 haa hate on thaaaat biiiiiitches ;)

oh and of course *the text message* hmmmm

i shall be back later kiddies
high hopes that everyone i LOVE gets what they want <3
high hopes that everyone i strongly DISLIKE recieve nothing! <3

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[24 Dec 2004|10:02pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | a christmas story on TBS!!! ]

Journal Pimped again by Sam Cail!

Merry Christmas Johanna, my love!!

Dont forget to leave out the cookies!!

<3.This Lovely lady a.k.a Chris Carrabba's future wife:

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a cinderella story?? [24 Dec 2004|10:53am]
[ mood | im so getting out of here ]
[ music | "family" yipyappp BARFF ]

heyyy yaaa
happy christmas eve guys i guess? it deoesnt feel like it though =/ i mean the "family" has just completely pushed me over the edge. and you can tell now because i just dont care.. im not going to try and fix things.. its just how it goes and i have SO much more going for me then them, w/e. I wonder what cabrera and mccartney are doing for x-mas?! ahh how amazing that chritmas would be =/ i just want to runnnnnnnnn. maybe ryan could come get me.. then we can stop and pick up jesse.. and then we can go away FOREVER <3 *maybe*? ahh and adam bomb {wayy hot y100 dj} invited me and the abomb crew <-- hahah.. to go to the studios soon! im so f*ing excited. this is the man who met ryan AND jesse.. but then again.. so did I ! muhahahahah <3 =D

i guess im gonna go there isnt much to say but hguhguhuhg i want to leave!

^im out like a boner in boxers^ A BOMBBBB hollllaaaaa


<3 me

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for someone whos life doesnt work out.. lately it HAS [21 Dec 2004|03:22pm]
[ mood | shocked ]
[ music | boy meetS world <3 ]

i feel absolutely well not me!
things have been looking up amazingly lately.
well you know how i met ryan<3 well i come to find out saturday that scotty.. whom ive liked alot for 6 friggen months.. likes me back! i dont wanna type about the whole day now but maybe later i will =] lets just say its about friggen time!
thanks to him and his text messages im failing all my midterms! haha but its an obvious trade <3
then.. drum rollplease....
I FUCKING MET JESSE MCCARTNEY LAST NIGHT!
Thanks sooo much michelle for tkaing me! its un real.. hes so awesome and we really got along and i knwo hes "famous" but i was really comfortable and according to everyone.. our pic is "very very close for just friends" lol <3
we shoulda got numbersss man! hes so amazing
but hey maybe he'll be back soon and then we will see what happens ;)

its unreal how things are coming together.. im still confused on alot but atleast things are coming along.

i still miss ryan
i really miss jesse
and scotty.. well.... your scotty <3

BAAMMMMMMMM <3 jo cabrera mccartney allen

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continuation of a miracle <3 [15 Dec 2004|08:55pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | drip drop brothers ]

A list of just how oh-so-perfect- my weekend/night has been <3

*My jingleballass are amazing.. you girls rock ily
*Hot blonde peanut throwing kids are soo awesome .. whered ya go =/
*Large concert tv screens dont flatter the red face
*Ryan is =no words
*Whenever Ryan waves at us.. be sure to have cushioning for jerica =D
*Im spiderman {right pris}
*ALWAYS be nice to bears.. they could be john mayer!
*propose to the one you love! if cabrera said yes.. who knows?!
*black eyed peas are quite a crowd getter!
*even on screen jesse mccartney gives me butterflys <3
*noone eats a microphone quite like mayer
*switchfoot jumping into crowds almost took off my foot ^ see spiderman^
*ive found my new profession-ryan groupie =]
*me and dayna are def off to h-wood!
*there are some pictures i will have for the rest of my life <3
*there are moments in life i will NEVER forget <3

that is all i will write.... i loveeeee it man! oh please please come back! =[

if anyone cares for me at all you will do me a small favor -->
please just simply invent a time machine! all i want is to go back to the 12th.. come on now is that asking for so much???

Love all or perish.. EARMUFFS
"ryan cabrera"

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HOLYYYYYYYYYYYHOLLLYYYHOLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYGOODNESSS [15 Dec 2004|03:33pm]
[ mood | I MISS CABRERA! =[ ]
[ music | chapped lips ]

OMGGG I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN!


TO SUM IT UP.. ME AND RYAN F CABRERA ARE ENGAGED! <3 Jingle ball was absolutely w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l =D


We got there and oh my goodness listen to this.. some weird person in a bear suit comes out of a limo and starts looking at me and jerica.. so were all like ahhh ok? and walked away* little to find out that bear was actually JOHN MAYeR! AHH im soo soo mad i mean how many times does john mayer follow you and you walk away... lets try never! =[ but i cant complain {{youll see why}} so we go inside and eventually meet up with the gang. So we like russhhh to our seats 117! fuckingg awesome seats. and can i just add that there was this super hot kid behind us who lookd like um.. well.. SCOTTY* he was freaking awesome he was so funny and we talked to him like the whole concert. so then anyways.. the lights go out and iknow whats coming=X i try to keep my cool but then they say " welcome ryan cabrera!!and i lost it! i grabbed jer so hard and just ran over all the seats to like second freaking row!! *undescribeable* so he starts singing and right away my tears just come down ;( hahaha it was so awesome i mean hes my favorite person.. like i idolize him. so where def. the loudest people there because the people in the front were a bit more mellow and OLD so there all like shhh! and were alll like AHH RYANNN I LOVEEEE YOU! so hold onto your seats kids... right before true ryan stops playing turns around and says HELLLLLOOOOOO right to us. I cant even tell you my feeelings insideeeee!! Jer falls and hits her head and i just scream until my face is as red as possible. <3 after that we all run out and wait for ryan.. i mean crossing our fingers so muchhh that we can meet him X andd... HFRE HE COMES! friggen gorgeous and as perfect as ever. so me missy lauren jerica lauren nicole and priscilla are all like ahhh but i must admit i had to be held up because i fell ( no joke) so missy and lauren lent me money so i could get a wristband * THANKKK YOU GUYS I FOREVER LOVEEEE YOU! * <3 and were getting up there and im just like i cant do this! so i grab missys hand and were off...... its unreal how he looks and is in person. as beautiful as he is in tv 100xxxxx as nice as he is in tv 10000xxxx and AS FREAKING BLUE HIS EYES ARE IN PERSON 100000000000000XXXX <3 i seriously couldnt breathe. so i write him a note stating.. marry me? =]


heres the drill--->


missy: will you marry my friend?


ryan: well sure i will! ryan and jo =]


me: hgifhgifhgi ahh ok.. ahh ryan you rock i love you! :squeezes off missys fingers:


  then proceed to happy pictures and smiles =D i lovee him ahhh


to sum up the concert=wonderful completely unreal and now im engaged! haha <3 i miss him =[[ i have alot more to write but i gotta get off for a little.. oh trust me.. i will OF COURSE be on to finish it up =D


 


 <3 mrs cabrera for reallllll


JERKRISTAMISSYLAURENNICOLEPRISCILLAJACQUI <3 jingleballassss for life ily


 

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who ever said a bit of distance is good....... should be hung [11 Dec 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | BOREDOM ]

well this is absolutely one big ball of stink
of course all along i did not want to leave, for the main reasons of SCOTTY. i know theres other people in my life, but now its just come down to that. i mean i have my 4 best friends.. but if uve ever felt that you just get so annoyed with everyone and feel that theres only that one person you can truly always have there to not get annoyed with that would be him <3 being in tallahassee has not helped this situation in the least bit. it is freezing and my "family" has droven me to a point where im very close to walking this long distance home. jingle ball is tommarow... so i guess i should look to that. oh and yes i had planned for quite some time now to make a ryan cabrera shirt for the show but my family fucked that one over.. so now im topless... it may not sound big but it is i have no clue what im going to do. as soon as i get home tommarow i have to get dressed and leave and since i have nothing planned out this is going to be a huge disaster.. lets not even mention the suicidal 8 hour drive home tommarow.. i want to go to jingle ball and then to deerfield.. before this heart attack kicks in =/ if anyone is unfamiliar with the seminole football team they probably have no clue who chris rix is.. well he is a SUPER GOREGEOUS football player and today at my bros graduation he waved at us.. i cant tell you how much my knees let go.. falling down the whole stadiums stairs// why i dont think i would have felt that <3 i am a firm beilever on superstition and horoscopes... mine usually hit pretty close to home.. but this recent one and i just MUST share it with you.... it stated that that gorgeous blue eyed boy ive had my eye on {cough cough} is perfect for me.. it says i have to make the first move cuz it will be SOO worth it....... i screamed and jumped all around i cant tell you how weird that is.. iwant to follow its advice so bad.. but if you had to do that to an angel fallen from heaven you definently would be a bit shaky to =/

<3 400 miles and counting... =[


- which ever floridians wish for snow on christmas should take it back.. this temp is DYNOMITE in a bad way
-hicks are scary..very very scary
-ive proven to myself i want to go a completely different path from the others.. college and college town just doesnt seem me
-chris rix is HOT
-im counting the days until move out day
-countless street signs have certain names =/ causes me to cry ;(
-i could NEVER live in a place without a beach
-jerica is sick and i am sick.. we are apart... we are so best friends
-tommarow is jingle ball.. i cant so happy? =/
-I MISS SCOTTY AND IM AT THE POINT WHERE SAYING THIS IS KILLING ME IS JUST AN UNDERSTATEMENT

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ohmy lordyyy [04 Dec 2004|06:19pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | hope7-breakthrough ]

wow! my new lj i havent had one since like september <3 i guess iwont like back track all those months but as for now.. ive returned from the beach <33 we got there so freaking late that scotty<3 and maggie had to leave =[[ can we say PISSED! but were almost positively going back tommarow for competition =D ohh we better* im tired and just trying to figure out tommarow... we must.. we HAVE to go =/


*JINGLE BALL* =8 DAYS OYY VEY!

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[01 Dec 2004|04:20pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | The blood brothers-crimes ]

This Journal Has been pimped by Sam Cail.

Enjoy Jo. <33333

<3sam

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